I`ve got my favorite UK cider and a laptop next to me. And I have ultimate harmony within me. Sometimes it is so essential just to get away from everything and everyone (even those you really love) as well as your every day routine and habits. Before I`ve only seen this in movies, but actually getting out of your comfort zone could really help for placing your thoughts in order.
If you asked me week ago, I would say I do not know, why was I doing this and what was all the point about. But somehow, deep down inside I almost instinctively followed for what`s the best for me now, and as I can see- I did right.
I really AM WALKING, WATCHING, LISTENING, paying attention to every tiny detail around me and enjoying every moment of my life. This day has been soo long you cannot compare. And I have actually done nothing and what makes me happy the most: I DO NOT PANIC, I do accept this as a part of an order.
And now I am here, on the third floor of flat somewhere in CENTER OF LONDON, I hear airplanes every second just passing by right above my head and I am welcome to make a few steps and be outside on the balcony which is more like a roof I can walk on. Isn`t that amazing? Be careful what you wish for and when it happens- enjoy and remember that you have once actually wanted that. :)
I`m still on a "HAPPINESS REAL ONLY WHEN SHARED" side, but balance is needed, and oh for so long I`ve been longing for this moment... the moment when me, myself and I am three best friends and nothing else matters.
I actually rly enjoyed this post. Keep on keepin' on! :) 'Dee
ReplyDeleteHow are you doing Dee? :)) It is nice though, that you are interested to read it ;)
DeleteI am so happy to read this :) Sounds that you are doing really fine, now i want to come to visit you already :D
ReplyDeleteHold on, love you :*
Thaaanks :)) You take care as well. :)
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