I `ve skipped DAY 4, cause that was the second happiest
day in my life. So, I`ll move to day 5 :)
I got SOO lost just now in LONDON and sooo upset I even swore on the street :D
I just wanted to walk home and as I had already made like 5 circles around Convent Garden and yet didn`t find nor bus stop, nor Dishuum (is it correct, LIZ?), I just caught a Tube. And you know, what I realized- there is at least one thing in LONDON I am sure and feel confident about and that is underground.
Also- I am so eating SHIT food. Just havin` ROLTON type of soups and pastas and from time to time getting sandwich or some fastie. Really hate it and my stomach has something to say about that as well. :D
And one thing is clear- when you are alone somewhere, there is no way you are going to stay alone. It is like someone definitely is going to talk to you no matter where you are and what mood you`re in. I was so upset about one phone call that I entered the third (less crowded) pub on my way and just had a drink. And even though I was listening to my I-pod and did not look opened for a conversation at all, there was still a man who chose to offer a seat for me. And then his boss came up as well. We talked, he bought me a drink, his boss left, he invited me to his friend`s dinner, I refused, he ran out of time, we hugged goodbyes, he left and I stayed alone. And though I was listening to my I-pod again, there was a Norwegian couple who decided to join me as well, so I had another `small talk` with them about love and scorpion stuff. :)) And then they left, but I was now ready for a party. So, I decided to meet my only friends in London at their work- Dishuum. As you can tell, it did not end well, I just got lost and now I am here, on my laptop with a bottle of beer. :)
I just wanted to walk home and as I had already made like 5 circles around Convent Garden and yet didn`t find nor bus stop, nor Dishuum (is it correct, LIZ?), I just caught a Tube. And you know, what I realized- there is at least one thing in LONDON I am sure and feel confident about and that is underground.
Also- I am so eating SHIT food. Just havin` ROLTON type of soups and pastas and from time to time getting sandwich or some fastie. Really hate it and my stomach has something to say about that as well. :D
And one thing is clear- when you are alone somewhere, there is no way you are going to stay alone. It is like someone definitely is going to talk to you no matter where you are and what mood you`re in. I was so upset about one phone call that I entered the third (less crowded) pub on my way and just had a drink. And even though I was listening to my I-pod and did not look opened for a conversation at all, there was still a man who chose to offer a seat for me. And then his boss came up as well. We talked, he bought me a drink, his boss left, he invited me to his friend`s dinner, I refused, he ran out of time, we hugged goodbyes, he left and I stayed alone. And though I was listening to my I-pod again, there was a Norwegian couple who decided to join me as well, so I had another `small talk` with them about love and scorpion stuff. :)) And then they left, but I was now ready for a party. So, I decided to meet my only friends in London at their work- Dishuum. As you can tell, it did not end well, I just got lost and now I am here, on my laptop with a bottle of beer. :)
But I
guess I`ve learned to be on my
own so much, I could say I am really ready to travel alone if needed and I
would not rely on anyone anymore. I have
my own thoughts, my own company, my own jokes and laughter. I hope this
does not sound schizophrenic, but this is a good true to know, cause I`ve been
blamed once for having problems to be alone.
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